Everybody's gotta learn sometime.

I never thought I could feel such pain and loss so strong that it feels as though the world could end. Our first love or lust can teach us so much. Now, I don't want to get into full detail but I will say this. I never thought I could feel such strong emotion for one person until I met the "blizzard boy" in late January. I mean yea, I may have been in a new city and completely feeling like a brand new person. Basically ready for life to unfold. And it's when you least expect it, when someone comes your way that makes you become completely confused. And when you feel euphoric and lustful for the very first time in your entire life, you may not know how to react. But what my first lust has taught me is, there is true romance out there in the world. I mean hey, when it's just you in a entirely new city walking with a mysterious but heartwarming man. On the usually heavily covered with people and traffic street, but instead nothing is in sight but you and the blizzard boy. It's kind of hard not to catch feelings. The sad ending to this story is, past the initial infatuation with each other, we were completely un-compatible for each other. And the relationship ended quicker than it began. If I was in the right state of mind and place in my life, lets say sure I could have met the love of my life that night. But, life happens and you move on. And now I know what I want and how to feel when I'm ready to take on love for the first time. Be careful out there, because love is a very dangerous thing ;)